Thursday, August 12, 2010
What is life all about?
Its been few months. Life still goes on.....
Finally the renovation has been done but it has kinda of make me turn off rather than looking forward. With endless chasing and nagging on when is it gonna be ready.
Now is the unpacking phase, brought back lots of memories.
Stitch is sitting on the sofa watching tv with me.
Human are such funny creatures reali funny creatures.
Am i happy? i don know at times i seems to lost myself too.
There are many wonderful memories and each time i tot of them it makes me smile.
Till now all i know is to run away be alone.
I do hope i get the job soon.
September is coming back i am not excited at all.
I jus wan to be alone.
Finally the renovation has been done but it has kinda of make me turn off rather than looking forward. With endless chasing and nagging on when is it gonna be ready.
Now is the unpacking phase, brought back lots of memories.
Stitch is sitting on the sofa watching tv with me.
Human are such funny creatures reali funny creatures.
Am i happy? i don know at times i seems to lost myself too.
There are many wonderful memories and each time i tot of them it makes me smile.
Till now all i know is to run away be alone.
I do hope i get the job soon.
September is coming back i am not excited at all.
I jus wan to be alone.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Depression????
Felt that i am suffering from depression. Couldnt sleep at night tossing and turning, even if fall asleep will also wake up suddenly feeling depress.
Dont knoe what is wrong with me will see a doc for sleeping pills.
Hope life were much simpler at times.
Dont knoe what is wrong with me will see a doc for sleeping pills.
Hope life were much simpler at times.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Happy Birthday to Me!!!
How time flies year after year....
Every year on this day there wont be fanciful celebrations just me and closed frens, family and the special someone to celebrate with a cake.
3 months have pass, job wise nothing fantastic still a job no corporate leader to climb nothing to look forward to just a routine job.
My birthday wish is that you will be happy i want you to be happy. and also hope as i get older my circle of frens will not get smaller.
Happy Birthday to Me!!!!
Every year on this day there wont be fanciful celebrations just me and closed frens, family and the special someone to celebrate with a cake.
3 months have pass, job wise nothing fantastic still a job no corporate leader to climb nothing to look forward to just a routine job.
My birthday wish is that you will be happy i want you to be happy. and also hope as i get older my circle of frens will not get smaller.
Happy Birthday to Me!!!!
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Last Day of the Year !!!
This week has been a crazy week.
My grandma had a acute heart attack and was admit to the hospital and was in ICU.
She was dangerously ill with only 20% heartbeat rate. Doc ask us to be prepared for the worst.
I was crying so hard at the hospital and all my family members was ask to be at the hospital in case grandma cant make it.
Fri 1st Jan is my ROM, we even plan to cancel it if anything will to happen to grandma.
As grandma was dangerously ill, dad was being able to come out with escort to see grandma.
finally she was out of ICU today and move to the ward.
She insist to be at my ROM seeing her granddaughter marrying off after so long.
Mixed feelings for this whole week. Was worried bout grandma and full of anxiety for the ROM.
Finally its the last day of the year.
Grandma pls be well.
Happy New Year !!!
p/s: hope it will be a happy one
My grandma had a acute heart attack and was admit to the hospital and was in ICU.
She was dangerously ill with only 20% heartbeat rate. Doc ask us to be prepared for the worst.
I was crying so hard at the hospital and all my family members was ask to be at the hospital in case grandma cant make it.
Fri 1st Jan is my ROM, we even plan to cancel it if anything will to happen to grandma.
As grandma was dangerously ill, dad was being able to come out with escort to see grandma.
finally she was out of ICU today and move to the ward.
She insist to be at my ROM seeing her granddaughter marrying off after so long.
Mixed feelings for this whole week. Was worried bout grandma and full of anxiety for the ROM.
Finally its the last day of the year.
Grandma pls be well.
Happy New Year !!!
p/s: hope it will be a happy one
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Friday, December 11, 2009
3 more weeks
It's been so long since my last post.
So many flashbacks.............
I am getting ROM on 1st Jan 2010 but i am getting cold feet and marriage jitters.
There is so many what if.... going on in my mind.
Till today i haven even got my ROM dress, i am supposed to be looking forward and excited.
Job has been busy and nothing but busy but i am hoping to exploring more working opportunites i am looking forward to hearing good news from the agency hope to work in MNC.
I tink i am still eventually an ambitious me.
You know me well :)
So many flashbacks.............
I am getting ROM on 1st Jan 2010 but i am getting cold feet and marriage jitters.
There is so many what if.... going on in my mind.
Till today i haven even got my ROM dress, i am supposed to be looking forward and excited.
Job has been busy and nothing but busy but i am hoping to exploring more working opportunites i am looking forward to hearing good news from the agency hope to work in MNC.
I tink i am still eventually an ambitious me.
You know me well :)
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