Is it me?

After the incident of the best fren case, i start to wonder if its me or wat.
I have another fren who often take me for granted too.
Why is it that i treat my frens sincerely but its never enough.
Have you ever wonder that sometime ur frens go out wif you cos u happen to be there, happen to be free and happen to be in the grp?
Not cos they care bout u and want to be there cos of the word Frens.
if only the world is not so complicated all things will be much simpler.
Wonder if my wedding will i have frens who will offer to be my jiemei, be my helper, and even acc me go try gowns buy the necessities or by then all will disappear and pretend to be busy.
I've learn somehow to protect myself from being hurt in any deeper way.
Frens if u think i have not give as much as before as a frens, hope u understand the fear of being hurt. Not cos i've become selfish.....