Monday, March 2, 2009

Promises are meant to be broken

How silly can i be.... I rem yam told me if don harbour any hope then when tings don happen at least wont be disappointed. how true
Haven i been understanding, haven i give in, haven i been tolerating.
I supposed watever i say is jus say only if i don do it.
Ppl 1 word big project win hands down to i will leave.
I am so disappointed, i told him tings will cock up on and off he say wont la when he decide to do it, it will be done. so when tings cock up i have to be understanding?
I have to explain for him that y things cock up.
Fair to me? aren't i supposed to be the one that he is spending the rest of the live with?
I am reali disappointed and sad does it ever occur to him not to take me for granted in this aspect?
I am tired very tired i finally decided no wedding after today its decided.
I don wan to be disappointed again you know wat i mean.
I supposed its time to plan my leaving. If i don matter to you that much i simply don.