I'm getting older

Ok i haven been blogging for quite some time.

Just a quick update on work, I might be retrenched due to the economy downturn so which means i will be out of job :( of cos i'm worried i have too many commitments in a way.

So i'm on the constant look out for a job :) meantime i'm supposed to save is the right thing to do

7 more days and i'm officially 1 yr older my wishes were:



1) I hope the economy recover fast enough cos i see a lot of ppl suffering including me.

2) I hope my mum finally wake up her idea and stop idling ard

3) I hope babe can fufill his promise on my bday

4) I hope all my frens can have a good and smooth life

5) I hope to find a job that i like real soon



Am i very greedy to have so many wishes?

Well cos i don't know god will be able to help me fulfill which ma so have more so he can do those that he can in case :) hahahaha



My stead say that i must not be ke qi must ask for present and must tink of what i want.

During my bday last year i didn't ask for any present cos i reali meant to help them save money not cos i very rich got everything or wat. Who don like present hahaha

But anyway i hope my closed frens don misunderstood me in a way or another.

I reali wasn't trying to tell u guys i very rich etc i jus tink of your pockets thats all.

So this year i am not gonna be hero and say don spend money buy present liao hahahaha

I haven tot of any yet can owe first till i tot of any then i tell u gals again? HAHAHA

Contradictions in life..........

When ppl mention Wedding and Marriage i supposed ppl will go woooo and ahhhhh....
All very jumpy and excited i supposed.
As i grow older, i start to think about the purpose of marriage. I rem in my old post i say i might not wan to get married after all. I think i knoe why.
First i have totally no confidence in marriage and i have phobia getting married and also the planning of a wedding is jus too much to take.
It takes 2 hands to clap in watever things you gonna do.
I ask babe that let's not get married cos the process of divorce is way too long and tedious and ppl often tell me how can tink of divorce when u wan get married.
But u never knoe what will happen 10 yrs down the road.
Too many things have happen between us things that not everyone know of cos i don need frens or ppl to judge me cos i have a life of my own.
Frens who judge i supposed u don call them frens.
Recently i tried to have a rough idea of how my wedding is going to be and how many ppl shld i invite etc.
The more i continue with the list i don get excited nor do i feel happy. Mayb everything is not finalise ba.
I ask if i could skip the marriage and wedding part and go on to motherhood cos i feel motherhood is more of related to my life and wedding seems to be the case of pleasing my family members.
Do i reali wan to get married after so many years of waiting? I'm at a lost. I felt insecure and tired. I'm no longer in early 20s instead i'm in my late 20s.
Recently my poly fren yammie jus sign her wedding package. She was so happy and excited with her purchase, on the gown that she like etc. Jus that she don know when her wedding is gonna be cos she want to get a house first before anything. But at least she got 1 thing settle.
She tried to convince me to go down to the bridal shop to have a look and try see if i like.
I was hesitant cos i wasnt very keen and of cos the least excited.
I'm not going to marry myself rite?
Guess wedding is not a fairy tale come true afterall or is it?

Life in Singapore is Expensive

I jus went for a dental visit. Its been 4 yrs since my last.
I knoe i knoe confirm very bad. I didnt expect myself to have 7 tooth with cavity and the bills total up to $400 plus damn expensive lor.
Doc say i must change my way of brushing and diet.
Must eat less sticky stuff like chocolate, biscuits etc.....
I hope the next visit wont be 4 yrs time hahahaha.
I'm so gonna bring toothbrush whenever i go liao.
So fren if i start brushing teeth in public don laugh hahaha ;)
News travel fast with internet, my fren who went US wif hubby last oct for 2 yrs is preg....
Congrats qing !!!
Times flies and wait for no one.
My birthday is coming soon am going to be 1 yr older.
Achievement in life? Nothing how sad huh.
I hope i could find a job soon cos i'm so gonna face death sentence soon 25th Feb 2009.
Will blog bout my birthday wish and most coveted present.

Finally back to Work

After a long week of hols, i'm finally back to work.
Spend my CNY visitng as usual nothing fantastic play card with the children.
I'm amaze by how much kids learn these days.
They are the real King and Queen of Gamblers lor....
From as young as 8 to as old as 80 the whole family is reali gamblers ah. Hahahaha
As i expected, qns of when is ur turn to give ang bao come along.
I really dont know when ppl so pls don ask me such qns any more.
When its time then u will be informed. Thats all.
Anyway now that i'm back to work, my lazy bone starts to work too.
Feeling very demoralise by the bad news everyday and of cos retrenchment has been the list.
I supposed i graduated at the wrong time :(
Be glad i still have my job so no complaints since my boss treat me reali well....
I'm gonna work hard liao hope the crisis give me opportunity ba.