Life is not Fair, i know when i was a child

Does it occur to ppl that life haven been fair to me when i was a child.
Do i deserve all that?
I grow up with a mum who can't be bothered abt us. she has little education so education to her is useless, she jus wan us to grow up quickly and work to earn money.
Any different from child slave? At least i have uncle and aunties who help us secretly.
Life is never fair, i've learn it when i was a kid when i was 4 yrs old. My dad was already not ard when i was 7yrs old am already being force to be independent. To go sch myself.
What have i done to deserve this? In life there is no reason as to why what happen.
I've learn to be strong, despite i wish to be shelter as well.
Sometime i just wish life would just end. I am not afraid to die reali cos at least it seems more like a release to my redundant life.
My family is in a chaos, aunt n uncle fight cos of money. Things happen when they shouldnt happen at all. My family story is enough to write a 60 episode drama my aunt say.
I laugh and mayb out of 60, 20 goes to mine.
Do i deserve a happy life? you tell me....
I wish if life were more simple.
Things happen for a reason, no point asking why did it happen to me or why me of so many people. There is no guarantee in life.
Life still goes on.........

p/s: Money is the root of all evil....